A day in the life of a nut

Mwahaha

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 19:33:16 GMT

If you comment on this post, saying anything at all:
1] I WILL respond with something random about you
2] I WILL challenge you to try something
3] I WILL pick a color I associate with you
4] I WILL tell you something I like about you
5] And also the first clear memory of you
6] I WILL relate you to some animal
7] I WILL ask you something I always wanted to
8] And you WILL need to post this on your blog

Why?

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:46:02 GMT

So I am sitting here, working on a lab. Yes I lab. You heard right, but now you wonder why am I doing a lab, well its simple, I decided it would be a good idea to take summer session, and well physics and calculus were the two courses I decided to take, oh joy. So Monday wednesday and friday I am doing physics and thrusday and tuesday its calc time. So yeah . . .

I'm bored and tired, oh yeah and sick!! I have croup now, it was just a soar throat, then runny nose, then headache, and now im Deranged Muppet so yeah this isn't fun. Oh come on! Who gets a cold in the middle of summer!! I tell you who, someone who is stuck in a meatlocker of a room.

Well I should go finish the lab, I get my first midterm back tomorrow, eww. G'night All and have a good one.

derf

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 01:17:43 GMT

If You Ruled the Land . . . by wackyweasel

Your first name:

How you gained your rule:

Your title is:

Your Royal Beauteous Grace on High

Your symbol is:

a red dragon - fiery and hot, like you!

You rule from:

a floating castle - ABOVE A VOLCANO!!

At your side is:

your sexiest bodyguards

Your enforcers, troops, and guards are all:

archers with mad skillz

Your most popular law is:

Kareoke Wednesdays, with prizes! EVERYWHERE!!

Your least popular law is:

Banning of the quote marks hand gesture

Your worst enemy is:

um, the peasants you oppress?

Your popularity rating is:: 44%

Your chance of being overthrown is:: 80%

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IOk this just annoys me

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 02:43:28 GMT

Stalkers, I hate them, no really. They really need to get a clue. Well some you might say aren't stalkers, but come on you tell the person to leave you alone a year and six months ago and he is still bothering you, showing up at your doorstep, sending you texts.

For all you guys out there, and in case nutcase reads this, I'm happy with what I have right now, and it doesn't look like it's gonna change. I hope it doesn't change, the only thing i want to change is that idiot bothering me.

Home

Sun, 21 May 2006 04:43:46 GMT

Yea I'm here, woop de doo

This Weekend

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 05:09:12 GMT

Going home this weekend yay!!

,

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 22:43:05 GMT

Why is it that I am starting to feel seperated again, what the hell is wrong with me, I know everything is ok and I'm not being seperated from anyone.

idk anymore

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 18:19:07 GMT

I guess I'm sorry for being me, guess you'll just have to wait for another me.

your winter

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 06:36:39 GMT

Sister hazel --> Your winter

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , what for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

[Chorus]
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

[Chorus]

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 18:34:09 GMT

I wish it would just stop, leave me alone!

^^

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:44:52 GMT

Who loves Kait!?!?!

Guess what I did, got rid of colliflower ear in my Bf ^^, hehe

awww

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 17:01:30 GMT

^_^

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 17:36:51 GMT

Im so happy, less then an hour and I will see him

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 02:58:05 GMT

Spell out your username with bands you like:

Calling
Off Kilter
Uncle Kracker
Nickel Creek
Three Days Grace
Rooney
Yellowcard
Glen Phillips
American Hi-Fi
Lifehouse

I tag:

Gina, Niki, Laura, Sobie

My winter

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 04:47:23 GMT

I guess my feelings right now can best be explained by Cowboy troy, "If you don't want to love then I'll find somebody else who will, Find another kind of thrill, find another way to fill this lonliness"

Alienated from the cliffords, I highly doubted this day would come, ever. there was more chance that the kusches exiled me, my god i thought they would last year. But now things have changed, i find myself the favorite grandchild of my oma, while the cliffords couldnt care what i have done or even that I have been gone.

I wish I knew what happened, but how can I say sorry to something I don't know what I did. DO they know how much I love them, because I sure as hell can tell they don't care.

Some people think I'm over reacting, but is it overreacting when your family goes "oh . . . you're here" with an annoyed tone?

Home

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 04:50:13 GMT

YAy I'm home. It just feels so weird being back in Baldwin. At night I think about walking back to my room, complaining about the girls down the hall, opening the window because the heat works too well, asking Anie if she wants dinner, then leaving to go hangout with John and whoever else is joining us and then not coming back until late. It's weird sitting in front of the TV, I have a TV in my room, but I don't watch it. When I'm free I'm with my friends or sleeping or studying, but normally if I'm free I have finished that horror of studying. I want to just go for a walk, I miss my walks with Anie. We were idiots when it came to that, walking at least five miles . . . in the rain. No more cards to swipe to get in, and there is acutally good food!!!!! I don't miss the running to class in the rain and praying my calculator still works by the time I get to class, one calculator has died that way already. And don't say use an umbrela, they all die out on the walkways of stony brook and I don't want to kill Jim's umbrella, and a rain coat does diddly for your backpack. Lol well this semester was fun, lets look at the classes for next semster:
PHY 127
MAT 126
MEC 203
ESG 111
CHE 132
ITS 102
MUS 263

Well its a physics class, calculus b, a mechanical engineering drawing class, a computer programming class, a chem class (GAHHHH!!!!!!), a nanotechnology in medicine class, and wind ensemble. Wind ensemble is my only elective, wow fun.

On another note, it may seem sad but I miss John already, hopefully ill be able to get up there and visit him soon.

Call me I'm here till the 21st!!!!!

gah

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 05:06:22 GMT

Wow only three days left of me being here. I can't wait to be home but at the same time I can say I don't want to leave. I just want to get theses god damn finals done with, speaking of which my first is at 8am tomorrow morning, ><. Lets see today I studied, wrestled with John.

Haha well things are interessting, last night after studying John and I went to Roth to meet anie and colin, and then we followed colin to bug him as he showered. ok well fine here are picture to help what explain what was going on this night

Yeah John has my jacket on, genius idea, no really im being serious.

In Colin's room, John likes to hit on Colin, poor boy didn't know what hit him

It started out as a game of BS . . .

Then the lights went off and john saw the highlighter glowing
he picked it up

and look what he did

so i tried to take the highlighter

and then he took his zippo and axe and became pyro, just so you know thats his thumb on fire

make what you will of these

AND FINALLY, dave got hit after hitting anie and i constantly, REVENGE!!!!!

I don't know

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 22:31:05 GMT

I really don't, I want to go home so bad but at the same time I don't want to leave anyone here, so yeah whatever

bored

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 08:35:18 GMT

Got this from Steph, leave me a note

Dear Kaitlin,

You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

1 year

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 21:31:34 GMT

He's been gone for one year to this day, and still I haven't cried like the rest of my family. Now I can't I'm in School, who am I gonna get upset too, no one really understands what is going on in my mind at all times, they may know im upset but I'm not going to tell them exactly why. I cried when I was remembering him two weeks ago, i miss him

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 05:45:58 GMT

Well its sunday night and here I sit in my dorm room, without my voice. I have one thing to say to that,WTF!!!! Can I night find an area where I can keep my voice the entire year? Can I not find a way to remain healthy. I mean come on, whatever happened to my elementary school days, I was rarely if ever sick, I got croup and that was it. Then I hit middle school and my immune system decided to play games with me, and ever since then I can't get back on top.

It is so hard to communicate now, I had everything down to a T in Baldwin, A certian facial expression, told everyone exactly what I meant. Well Megela is not present to be my decoder, and neither is joe or sis meg. Now I am trying to explain things to people who can't hear me!!!! I've given up on speaking, GOD THIS IS ANNOYING!!!! There are so many things I need to say, but I can't. I want to be understood again, people don't get what I say when I actually speak, but this is worse. John is the only one who can read lips, does a little help, but i want everyone to understand me, I'm sitting in a world of noise and I can't put my own 2 cents in to help, -.-

REturned

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 03:56:18 GMT

YEs I'm back, but for some reason I want to be back in my dorm room. I want to walk around the campus outskirts, following the dirt covered paths, or making my own just to walk. I've missed everyone in Baldwin. Most of all I missed the smell of the ocean, yeah way to be a true water rat. Seriously, I missed that. Today I just got on my bike and kept riding until the scent hit my nose, I had to stop. It was a relief to smell that, like a security blanket. Then I rode down into bay colony and just watched the waters hit the rocks. No one came on the ride with me, I saw no one I knew during the trip, even though I rode by the houses of my friends, just to see if they were there, something told me they wouldn't be there. Oh well. But I have missed the water so much, sure there is this stream thing that runs on the outside of the campus, but you can't smell the salt water, you can't taste it in your mouth.

Well how about I tell you about my ride home, oh my god was that an adventure. I took the 4:17 out of The Brook, as well as most of the residents. Anie, John, and I were supposed to meet up with Austen and Lauren at the platform, they got there behind us. Lauren told John to go all the way to the front, we lost him in the crowd, he made it to the first car, the rest of us to the second. Lauren and austen got seats, and Anie and I were crammed in that space where the doors are. John turns around and sees us in the other car. So at the next stop, he runs from one car to ours. Well then I got seperated from the pole I was using for balance, as well as anie. She got shoved onto the stairs. Luckily I have been on enough boats that I could stand without falling at every stop. Unfortunately that wasn't much help once the train became overpopullated. I could keep my balance, until someone who couldn't keep their balance bumped into me and I went flying. then John was a big help, he was in the position to hold onto one of the bars, so he did and put his other arm around me so i wouldn't go anywhere. Poor anie wasn't going to go anywhere crammed on those stairs. Well we left John at Huntington because Anie and I had to change trains to go to Mineola, and guess what WE GOT SEATS!!!!

Oh!!! And I got yelled at for losing weight again, or atleast it looks like I did . . . . . and yet again we play the shove as many calories as possible down my throat

Yep

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 20:20:15 GMT

Realized I haven't actually written anything here in a while, oh well. College is interessting, there are ups and downs. Amazingly I Stay out till three or later on weekends, go to bed a bit earlier on weekdays. Classes are both a pain and fun, the huge lectures are a pain, and math just is because its too damn easy. Oh well

To all my Baldwin friends I'll be back this friday, so give me a call

blah

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 19:32:19 GMT

Your entire life: by pixielust
Username
Will you graduate school?	You were lucky to finish Grade School
What your job will be	fry cook
Who will you marry?	a squatter
Where will you live?	Beverly Hills
How much money will you make?	$633,591,132
Will you be in therapy?	Therapy? INSANE ASYLUM!
How many people will attend your funeral?	671

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my fucking family

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 14:39:28 GMT

i dont care that im cursing, its true. i hate my aunts and uncles on my mom's side. i dont want to go georgia anymore